" But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. 6 I will sing to the LORD, for he has been good to me." Psalm 13:5-6
As I spent time this morning reading the Bible, my thoughts kept drifting off to all the things going on in my life. I am waiting on a job, getting ready for vacation Bible school, filling out applications, going to even more interviews, Neal never being home, and helping Britney get ready for college. I need a house overhaul and I need to just get down and clean. There are so many things that are going on in all our lives that sometimes God gets put on the back shelf. I am trying my best to spend the first hour or so each morning with my Lord. This has probably been what has held me together through this time. I have finally built a routine of spending time with the Lord. It has been really awesome. I realized things about myself and I am trying to make changes in areas that I do not like; that are not pleasing to God. Oh, how this summer has been an eye opener!
It is very easy to say "I trust in God," but when the test comes,(and it will come) do you remain faithful and true to our Daddy God? I have found myself a little shaky at times. I do know that God is my source and that He will always be with me. I know He has my steps set out before me. I just want Him to stop taking so long to show me that path! I keep hearing my Mom whisper in my ear, "when you have done all that you can do, STAND, and trust in the Lord for He will be faithful to you." Okay, but when? I know the truth and my heart really knows that God is on His throne and He is going to take care of this. My head is the one I battle. I know I am being very transparent right now because I know this my help someone else who is struggling. I also know it helps me to air all the junk because then I can begin to see what I might be missing.
I have to stand! There is nothing else I can do but fully rely on God. Isn't that right where God wants us to be? Yes it is because that is when He can do only what He can do. God has my best interest at heart. He knows what is best for me, so I will have to wait and trust. I have no issue trusting my God, it is the waiting part I struggle with. I do know that God is always on time...He is never late. This is just another step in walking out my salvation. So Daddy God here it is! I will wait on you to do what is best for me! I do trust you with my life!
If there are others who are struggling with things you can do nothing about, just trust God. Praise Him for His great love for you. He is good to us and has what is best for us. I find that taking time to praise Him helps me go on and helps to build my faith. It feels so good to just praise Him for He is good to us. Love to all who takes time to read this. I hope it helps you as much as it has me. Pray for me and let me know if I can pray for you in any way.
In His Service,
Karry
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